28 Jul 09
i am very sad.
i am very mixed up.
i cant stop crying.
i just want to sleep.
i didnt realize it would hit me this late.
but there was nothing i could do more.
it was all left up to her…
06 Apr 09
So for a while now I have been confused as to what I want to do with my life. And while I still dont know for sure I feel like things are getting a little bit more clear. And that makes me feel a little bit happier. Spring is here (sort of). I am almost done with school. I have an apartment I am working toward getting.
I hoping I am coming out of the muddy waters to a beautiful life.
31 Mar 09
=)
Maryland was awesome.
One day I will take the time to talk about it.
Being home was kind of depressing. But i am feeling better now.
All i have been listening to is the Distillers. Oh old times.
i miss cat very very very much. best friend since 4th grade. we dont talk enough, i wish we did more.
i need a constant job. i need steady pay. i need steady things to do.
i need a steady man.
any takers?
19 Mar 09
So Sarah and I are going to Maryland on Monday.
I CAN NOT WAIT.
I think it will be really good for me. Time away. No drama. A break.
Severna Park, MD is my happy place. Where I feel safe and happy.
I can not wait to be laying on my grandparents back porch reading a book.
Also. WHY CAN I NOT GET OVER YOU.
I have every possible reason to hate you.
But everyday I think about you at least once.
And I cant help but smile. I hope i see you soon.
<3
19 Mar 09
I am
so over like 90% of my “friends”
fuck boys. fuck phonys. fuck girls. fuck me.
i cant wait for next week. so far me and sarah have awesome plans. i hope they pan out.
12 Mar 09
dear alan morton
i spent a lot of important year of my life with you.
why arent we friends anymore?
<3megan.
